Sunday, July 31, 2016

Sunday, July 31, 2016
Time: 10:59 p.m.
Weather: Cool

My heart is again heavy not for myself but for my member's husband Khoot who is so sick, that I feel so sorry for him and his family. I am hoping that he is ready to meet Jesus. I did pray and encourage him to call out to the Lord for any needs he has. Lord have mercy.

Then my heart is heavy for members who are sick as well. A member Hom went to the ER three times this week. May our Lord minister to each one of us. I pray and confess healing, peace, grace, mercy, richest blessings on all of us. In the mighty name of Jesus I pray. I pray that the Holy Spirit minister mightily over each one of us, and ask for His every good blessings on us. We are sick and tired of being sick, poor, and always in need. We intercede and cry out to the Lord to bless us from this moment onward. Yes Lord and I say, Yes Lord. Thank you Lord.

I remember Annie as well, right now. Soften my brother's heart which is full of hatred and no sign of forgiveness in him. I pray for my family, so dysfunctional, is scary. Oh Lord have mercy. Yes, Lord have mercy, grace, and forgiveness on us.

Jesus I commit myself to you Lord. Bless and surround me with your Holy Spirit and protect me. Remind me that you are able to do your work in my life. Lord have mercy.

Thank you Jesus. Love you Lord. Good night.

Thursday, July 28, 2016

Saw the acupuncturist

Thursday, July 28, 2016
Time: 11:54 p.m.
Weather: Warm in the day, cool in the evening in Richmond, CA

My legs/feet are hurting so bad I had to make an appointment with my acupuncturist Debra, so hope I can feel better soon. Seriously, I have to remember to call the doctor that Lucy Kolin's recommended. Lord have mercy.

This is my fifth day of not having carbs. Lord, I need to lose weight, please help me. Eat less and no carb. Tomorrow's lunch would be hard boiled eggs and cucumber with ranch dressing. Good night world.

Wednesday, July 27, 2016

Wednesday, July 27, 2016
Weather: Hot, hot, hot

My legs are hurting so bad, I couldn't think of anything else or do anything at all. So came straight home after San Francisco. Limping all the way from the BART station. Was going to visit Khoot but couldn't tahan the pain, so came home. Now resting in bed.

Lord have mercy, touch me, and heal me. Yes, Lord I need you, your Spirit, your touch, your healing, your blessings, your will, my coming in and going out. Lord minister grace and mercy, above all forgiveness in my life. Lord, yes, my heart is heavy for Annie. Have mercy on her. Snatch her out from the enemies hands, and have a place in your kingdom for her and her family (my brother David and Priscilla, my niece). Lord have mercy.

Thank you Lord. I realized I need to look for a doctor, and so just emailed Debra my acupuncturist, hopefully by tomorrow, she will have a slot for me in her office. Fingers crossed.

Tuesday, July 26, 2016

Heavy Heart

Tuesday, July 26, 2016
9:42 p.m.
Weather; Tropical!

My heart is heavy: my bones are stiff, so it's difficult to do anything. Then I kept thinking of Annie, who's dying of liver cancer. Then Khoot is also not doing good, serious condition. Of course, I need more interpreting work. I have to clean house, gave myself about 5 weeks to do the job! Lord have mercy on me and please provide strength and wisdom. Minister to Annie, Khoot, and I that we will feel your very presence, so I can function and be a blessing to thousands and millions. Minister miracles in Annie's and Khoot's bodies that they will experience you in their lives. Above all, soften their hearts to receive you as their personal Savior. Oh Lord, I pray for my dysfunctional family, elder sister, Dolly, Doreen, and my beloved brother David. Oh Jesus, have mercy, yes Lord, have mercy on us. Bless us. May I strike that millions, I need to buy a tiny home, and provide for my family. Oh Jesus, have mercy on me.

To encourage myself, I am going to bake Ree's mini doughnut cake. Fingers crossed. Hope to post pictures. And going to steam another coconut cake for myself for tomorrow's lunch. Fry that with shrimp, onions, and cabbage....inspiration will come tomorrow morning. Ha3.

In closing, I thank you Jesus. Be near to me as I draw near to you. Minister to me in a special way. I claim your promise that by Your stripes I am healed, yes, I (Ris) am healed. Thank you. I raise my hands to you in gratefulness and thankfulness. Good night Lord.





Mini Doughnut Muffins with butter and cocoa powder, cinnamon, and sugar. Taking it to On Lok Clinic tomorrow for those working in Jade. Below is the low carb bread for my lunch tomorrow.